Winfield said:
Chris Carlen wrote...
Chris, that's not right. There's something serious wrong
with your health - have you seen multiple doctors to get
to the bottom of this problem and get it fixed?
Thanks,
- Win
Yes. About 8-10 years ago now. For a several year period, I had the
problem examined, tests, tests, tests. I read a medical text on
"chronic fatigue syndrome (CFS)" and its sister "fibromyalgia." My
doctor was convinced that it was one of the two, but being syndromes
there is no sure way to diagnose them. The important thing is that
there was no indication of pathologies like broken glands (thyroid,
etc.), or anything wrong basically. Also tested for hypoglycemia, which
resulted in a positive (I've been sensitive to getting almost incoherent
when I get very hungry since I was a kid), and of a peculiar variety.
Most hypoglycemics have an up-down pattern to blood glucose levels after
eating carbs, but in my case, it just went straight down.
Hypoglycemia aggravates proper sleep physiology, and so my conclusion
after many years of doctor visits was that there is a complex
interaction of minor aggravations probably including a degree of CFS,
all adding up to produce a chronically fatigued state, but none of which
anyone can really *do* anything about, except fight it with the
determination to function as normally as possible. For me that means
living a healthy lifestyle and doing well at my full-time job, which is
a lot more than most chronic fatigue folks do.
Actually, I almost couldn't get out of bed for a few months back in
1993. That's when I started figure skating during college. That sport
literally saved my ass. I could snap out of the fatigue on the ice, and
that helped me resolve to not become incapacitated.
Right now I am struggling to maintain an exercise schedule, partly due
to having serious troubles getting the blades aligned right on a new
pair of skating boots. But I ride a bicycle, walk with my wife, and
sometimes workout in the gym.
I am certain it is a physiological problem, as if I can get a good night
sleep and feel refreshed, I am very happy. The swings in my mood
exactly follow whether it's been too long since I ate, or if I had
trouble sleeping. The doctors never suggested, after examining the
data, that I was depressed. I know this to be true since I have more
powerful means to deal with those sorts of things than does modern
psychology--meditation, which has also saved by butt.
It is the nature of the human body to slowly degrade then die. It will
do so a little bit at a time or all at once, but the final outcome is
old age, sickness, and death. Of course it is prudent to see doctors
and live a healthy lifestyle to maintain and pay proper respect to the
blessing of life, which I certainly do and have done. But physical
suffering is something that just has to be tolerated if there is no
other choice.
Good day!
P.S. Sorry folks, a little off topic.
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Christopher R. Carlen
Principal Laser/Optical Technologist
Sandia National Laboratories CA USA
[email protected]